I've had a fun weekend. But I miss him so much. I wish that he was here, and that we had been driving through the desert together. I wish that he could have seen how good Lily was as we let her run and ride in the back of the truck. I wish that right now I was curled up on our couch next to him, watching tv.

Instead I am thinking about him. Thinking about how much I wish he was here, and loving him from afar.