What is wrong with me?
When I was pregnant a few weeks ago we told the girls. Rhayn was really excited. Apparently when I lost the baby I was so lost in my own world that I NEVER told her what happened. That was like three weeks ago, too.
She wrote about the baby in her journal at school recently and her teacher came up to congratulate me today. (Awkward!) So on the way home, in front of her best friend (whose mom DID explain to him what happened), I had to explain to her that "No we weren't joking about the baby, it just had something wrong with it, and wouldn't have been able to survive outside of the womb."
I have this awful feeling in the pit of my stomach.
I have totally failed both of my girls this week.