Big changes are coming for our family again.
And I am terrified. I don't even know how to begin to process my feelings. I am having anxiety about it, of course. I look outside right now at my view and I want to cry, because I love it here.
Will I love it there? Will I miss my yard, my trees, my view? Will my girls be ok? Will we find a good home? Will this be a good move, like getting out of Phoenix was?
I'm not good with change, I used to be. But it freaks me out.
For now, I will simply remind myself to breathe, to take long slow breaths and relax, until I am ok again.