Every day I look for signs that labor is getting ready to start. Every day, all day.
Last night I was having a few contractions that I had to stop and breath through. It felt like the world went dark or blurry for about 30 to 60 seconds. So I started to get excited, or as excited as one can get when facing serious pain that could go on for hours. Then they fizzled out.
This morning I woke up to "bloody show". I know that could mean labor will start but it isn't indicative of that. Though having something, anything, happen is exciting. Up until now there hasn't been a whole lot going on.
I should get up and do something, maybe go for a walk or short hike (it will be a perfect day for that!) I feel energetic... though my pelvis still feels like it just might split in half if I move wrong so maybe a hike is a bad idea.
Argh, I am so ready to be done and terrified of it at the same time.