i feel raw
everything i thought
and felt today
has ripped me
open,
wide open
and left
jagged
unhealing
edges.
i feel raw
and unable to
close the
wounds.
my box
that so tidily holds
emotions
was shattered.
my feelings
are naked
and laid upon
the table
for all to see.
because this time
holding in
the emotion
is much to much
for me
to do.
yet i sit here,
i sit here
staring out
wishing for
something
not even sure
what.
i want to contain
those emotions
box them back up
sealed
neatly
with a ribbon.
to feel numb
because the way
i feel
right now
it
hurts.
4 comments:
...anything we can do to help?
Dear Leaner, I hope you wake up this morning feeling the sun's rays of love and warmth. And that today is a better day. I hope that you can rest your heart today to ease the pain. Thinking of you,
~kavita
thanks guys. It was just one of those nights when the world feels like it is crashing around me. But I know that as soon as the sun is up, I will feel better. And I do. SOOO much better. Healing sun, healing.
It seems wrong to tell you that everything will be ok when I don't believe that for myself. The thing is though, I believe it for you. I will support you any way I can. Lean on me, even in the wee hours of the morning; my phone is always on and, yes, people do call in the middle of the night and I do answer. Loves, my friend.
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