For the very first time in Bug's short life, I had to leave her at home, while I went out.
I had to go and take my midterm, so it could have been anywhere from 1 to 4 hours. I was so worried, so much so that I stressed about that more than my midterm. I did horribly on the test.
But I made it through leaving the babe at home with daddy. I left him with some pumped milk (which he didn't need, good thing as she just plays with the bottle anyway!) But it was really hard to do!
I think I felt unneeded when I got home, because she wasn't fussing or crying or even noticing that I wasn't there. She did however smile up at me like "See mama, we are all still in one piece!" What was I so afraid of? I do think if I had been gone much longer (like if I had gone to get my haircut afterwards, which I thought about.) It would have been a totally different story.
Oh well, its over and we all survived. My final isn't for a long time, so I can rest the rest of this week, or I could get ahead on my reading... hmmm... procrastinate or get ahead... what to do!