I hate my back. I hate pretending I'm ok and then being smacked down with pain and numbness because I've over done it.

Feeling unstable and in pain when I'm standing up in the kitchen, so I sit down and I can't get comfortable because of the zaps down my leg and I just want to cry because I can't even sit comfortably anymore.

I'm trying to be positive and not post woe is me bull crap on Facebook. But I don't feel positive, so I just post nothing.