Run Run RUN!!
Tuesday was a busy day. I feel like I spent all day running around like a chicken with my head cut off.
Hairball needed a truck to go to Cool-town, so I drove her. She needed to give her brother his Christmas gift early. He goes a little crazy decorating his house for Christmas and NEEDED this! Hairball made it what do you think?Isn't she talented? (look its Malcolm sized!)
I took a picture of me holding Madder. She and Bug could not look much different! You really can't tell how different in this picture. But believe me- in person they are total opposites, and I- not being at all prejudiced- think Bug is cuter. Madder is a cutey, too. She has sucha strong personality that I love to watch her. She talks and moves and is just going to be so fun when she can walk! (Like her cousin Rhayn!) I had to give dacheese about 50 diapers that my chunk has outgrown. For about a week she has been wearing them a bit um- too small- and hairball jinxed me, She asked me how they were not leaking. So it happened more than once, the leak. Plus they were leaving marks on her poor chunka thighs. That I guess is what happens when your baby is a fatty! (Yeah for baby fat! It is adorable!)
I have been feeling quite down in the dumps. Really having a hard time this year. As long as I keep running I feel like Christmas won't catch up to me, and I can delay it. I don't know what exactly is missing or what I feel like I have forgotten, but its taking a toll on me. Last night I broke down and had a good long cry, because I feel so overwhelmed. I think it might be a tiny bit of baby blues mixed with seasonal depression. I don't exactly know what to do to change my feelings, today I have to run some more and get groceries (and hopefully not go out again for a couple of days.) Then I hope the baking can commence and I will feel an uplifting of spirit as well as maybe just feeling happy for the day.