i started spotting last night it was tan colored. i spent most of the night worried that i would lose the baby. Now i am pretty sure i will. i am spotting light pink now and it hurts more. (cramps)

i don't know how to feel- or think and i surely don't know how i am going to function. i don't want this to be happening. we wanted this baby so badly.... why... i want to know why i can't carry a baby. What is wrong w/ me? What is wrong with us?

i keep hoping that i am wrong and that the spotting will stop- but well i don't think so.......
i feel like its over and i am depressed.