Wow. I haven't had a lot to say lately have I? I have a lot on my mind and processing it all has been hard.
Last night a friend and I went to see Alice in Wonderland. It was awesome. Everything I thought it would be, and Johnny Depp's little jig at the end was hilarious. I can't wait to take Rhayn to see it next week.
At the movie I ordered a Caffeine-free diet coke. I wanted cola and sure I know Diet Coke is not good for you, but it was a special treat. I think that maybe, just maybe, the lines were crossed, because I was wide awake until 1 am and it felt like a too much coffee type of awake, too. Bleh. I am living on caffeine to make it through today but will stop consuming it in a few hours to hopefully sleep tonight.
I tossed and turned until about midnight when I came downstairs, made a warm mug of milk and watched Friends. I think I dozed off and on for a few minutes from about 9 pm, but I kept popping up like it was morning. It was miserable. Maybe I should have just gotten up and been productive, but I was sure I would fall asleep any moment, which I surely couldn't do if I were up doing the dishes or something.
Rhayn has ballet this evening, and I am doing childcare so can't take a nap this after noon. I really want to but I won't. Sigh, its going to be a looooong day.