Headache

I kept waking up last night because I had a migraine. When I finally looked outside I saw why, it was cloudy and stormy. Not that we got any rain from it, but the barometric pressure was high I guess.

Waking up multiple times during the night means that I woke up after many dreams and they were vivid. The last one involved Will, and it was awful. It also involved that movie I watched, because her husband left her after realizing she was totally in love with her friend Lucy.

In my dream, Will wouldn't talk to me, and I kept trying to tell him he was mistaken and I wasn't in love with someone else, but he refused to listen. He also had quit his job working for the Army, and was working as a security guard for Target (weird but more from that movie) We went out into the garage, well he was trying to leave and I was hanging on him trying to make him stay. But someone had stolen one of our cars and if he took the other I would be stuck at home, so I told him I would drive him. Then I ran upstairs when Gwennie was about to fall off of this ladder and I almost couldn't reach her. I finally got Will to hug me, and I was so afraid to let him go.

So I woke up feeling totally lost and I really wanted to talk to Will. I can't of course. I just hope he calls me this weekend, because I haven't heard from him since the night he left. I hate this, I hate the feeling of utter loneliness.

Its FRIDAY, and I have a headache so we are totally not going anywhere. I think I am making some split pea soup for dinner, or maybe ordering Papa John's Pizza? Then what? Oh, maybe going to bed early because then tomorrow I can go to my parents house. I don't know...